This week like not good for me to start off.... Me feeling veri sad and lost.... Din even noe wat to do.... Jus like tis morning, i din recieved any msg frm my dear. Feel so insecure so suddenly, feel like dunoe hw to say.... is it hw u will feel when u r mizing that sumone u love?
I try my best not to tink of the worst but i cldnt cos i m born to be a worrier? M i? Hmm.... Wat shld i do to make me feel secure. I hate that feeling.... It like u r going to lose that sumone u love alot..... and it make my heart ache everyting i tink of these tings.... So sad until i cry myself to slp yesterday nite?
The mp3 i on frm my hp accompany my tears to slp..... What m i suppose to do to get rid of that feeling of insecure... i feeling suffocated in me. Cant reali tok to ani one closer to me..... they will nv understand hw i m feeling rite at tis moment.... :(
