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I am a simple gal wiz a simple dream. :p Ppl Who know me say i m cute and joyous always. I Love to look after ppl who i love. I also like to make small gifts for ppl i love. Attached to my Handsome Hubby Terence Lai now.

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Sunday, July 30, 2006
More pics @ 7/30/2006 10:58:00 PM

Lol... Lion dance so interesting....



Hmm.... Tags which i make my own......






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My Tiring Days At West Coat Student Service Centre @ 7/30/2006 09:40:00 PM

Today is a veri tiring day for me..... yesterday reach home abt 12am... By the time i slp it abt 1 plus.... Den today morning wake up at ard 8 plus. NOT ENOUGH SLP!!! :( Den i reach West Coast SVC Centre (WCSC) at ard 9 plus.... Started my long day..... being ask by my head Sina to do these and that.... Feel so tired..... Finally..... The Open Hse Started.



The 1st Ayer Rajah-West Coast Division Mp who come is Mr S Iswaran MP for West Coast GRC. So Happi.... My Head, Mr Hasbi and Mr Saleem intro me to him.... Have a quick chat abt where i work in Jamiyah..... How long i wk for Jamiyah.... He left after leaving me words of encouragements. After that, we r lead into the conference room together wiz Jamiyah Education Staffs and Mr S Iswaran and his team. Have a quick introduction of ourselves, we proceeded to watch a video clips on hw Jamiyah is set up in the 1st place.... What is my company Vison and Misson and our is our Future outlook. Next we also shown him a video clips on Hw our chairman, Mr Abu Bakar Maidin help in promoting World peace. Hmm.... it a wonderful experience to sit in there to watch the profile of my own company. I find the MP veri friendly and warm..... :p

Next, we we out to set up our own store. The sky din cooperate wiz us, it rained so heavily.... Making us look so funni standing there to block out the rain that is hittiing on our store. Gee.... It so cold..... Lol.... As times passed by, The rain become smaller and there come our 2nd Mp for today. Lol... There is a lot of programmes going on... like the Malay Dance, The silat show, the Snake Show , Lion Dance and Magic Show...... I find the most interesting is the Snake Show, Magic Show and the Lion Dance. Other den that, the rest of the time i m doing my own name tags.... lol.... :p

Finally at ard 3pm, the whole events is clear and we packed up and go in WCSC to have a quick meal.... I find veri headache and chest pain act up. It so 'nan shou'. Manage to make myself home. Have a quick bath and went to lie on bed to slp. I slp frm abt 6 plus to 9 plus. it damned so tiring..... :p

The next blog will be back wiz pics.... Keep tuned!




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Thursday, July 27, 2006
A Blur Day And Irritating Day For Me @ 7/27/2006 01:37:00 PM

Yesterday is not a veri good day for me...... Alot of tings happen..... Got chest pain as a result... All to Blame to me ex...... So sad.... :p

i dunoe wat m i doing yesterday abit affected by the nitemare i had on the previous nite. Make me so slpless on tue nite. So tiring to report to work, no mood to do anyting... Den do alot of stupid tings like telling my bf that i m like in fairy tale story that will wake up soon. Den ask him if i m really his gf...... den he jus ans me Dun wan ma.... after that i jus so quiet..... :"( I din noe what is his ans. I took the confusion to Study.

The feeling lasted all day until i reached JBS for my study. Took a seat at Jeewa Resturant. I Ordered a plate of fried Kway teow Wiz cockles and a glass of ice milo... The food looked nice but i din have much appeitte to eat also... i jus took 3 mouthfuls den i nv eat liao. No mood to eat despite my dear sms me to ask me eat sum ting b4 i go for class. No mood to do any ting, drag my feet to go class.....

The 1st half lesson lasted abt 1 hrs b4 we go for our break. Still veri sianz.... order a piece of chocolate cake and a cup of warm tea. Lol... ok lah.... recieved encouraging sms frm my bf. Lol... warm and touched my heart alot.

2nd half of the lesson veri fun, we learnt abt hw to calculated break even pt for a business.... I was super fast in calculating and give the ans even b4 my lecturer cld come up wiz the ans. He is super amazed by my fast in answering Qns. Lol.... but hor i din even noe i will gt correct anot. Based on my instint, i jus work out the calculation needed. Lol.... Surprised...... i gt all the Qns all correct. Lol... so happi.....

Finally class ended early today. Took a bus home...... Veri idotic..... my ex called again..... as usual spoke his own thoery..... let him say while i listen, the more he say, he more i blowing up in my heart... feel like bashing him up or slap him hard to wake him up...... As usual my style, to tell him nicely that my hp batt low..... One time... 2nd times..... 3rd times.... That is...... he continued w/o knowing i m angry and rdy to blow up soon.

The last straw came at bt timah bus stop cos i gt to transfer another bus to go bt panjang. i scolded him over the phone loudly and it like so paiseh loh..... argh..... So stupid and bug head..... can understand i dun love him or like him ani more. feel like scolding @#$%^&*

Suddenly i gt chest pain attack when i reach bt panjang interchange.... the pain lasted for abt 15 to 20 mins. Sweats formed on my forehead and chest doesnt get better . Heng.... i reach hm safety. If not i bet I will make That ex of mine guilty forever.... After bath, i looked at my hp and saw 3 missed calls. Guess wat 2 out of 3 is that idoit who called. But i saw one familiar number. Lol.... That my beloved dear, zuo xin who called me...

Immediately call my dear and tell him what happen to me jus nw. He was super worried for me and give me the last restort and told me not to pick up his cal frm nw on.... Hmm.... is that good?

After abt 20 mins of toking on phone, we put down the phone and i went to slp. It a Good Nite slp where i dream of him and me... Wahahha.... :p

What can i can for my bf??? Any one to suggest to me?



©Loving Hubby Terence Forever
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
My Sweet Love Journey Wiz my Dear @ 7/25/2006 10:15:00 PM

kekeke...... So sweet, my relationship wiz my Dear, Zuo Xin is one week liao. Lol.... These one week, i enjoyed alot wiz him.... Hmm.... But to admit , i reali dunoe how we started out in the 1st place.... I onli know he keep calling me dear dear after that we blur blur den get together liao.... Is it Funny? "p Lol.... He is a caring guy who noe actually what i want.... Lol.... :p

Hmm.... Let me describe abit of him to you... hmm.... Being a Grad frm NUS( Computing Science). He now wking for National Art Council As Manger IT. He is caring, gentle, Know how to cheer me up when i m down. He knows how to find his programmes when i m not free to acompany him. Same as when he is not free i will find my own programmes. Hmm.... Muz reali treasure him. I Hardly come across such a guy who really know how to treat his gf well although always kena bully by him. lol.... Buy still i m a luckily small woman. He make me feel loved. I also make him feel loved also. Lol.... Love isnt in this way ma??? I m glad i finally understand what the following phases mean..... "THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN LOVE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND" ( specially for Richard)

Hmm.... 3rd September is his birthday. What shld i do for him to tel him how much i realli appreciate him as my bf for watever tings he done for me so far. He brought joys to me when i m in tears. I really Cldnt tink of anyting to do for him except to be his little woman behind this Big man to support him and hold on to him when he fell into confusion. Lol.... After so many 'big' woman in my past 4th r/s, tis is my 1st time i feel so blessed and blissed to be a little woman. Wahahahha..... :p

Was toking to him abt 2nd September 2006 asking him to join me for a lunch function for my company at Raffles Ballroom @ Swissotel.... :p So Glad he is able to accompany me to attend function. So Look forward to the day where i can formally intro him to my frenz and company staffs..... Dunoe y i will skip a beat when i mention him.... Super Miz him nw...... Lol....

For those looking for love, dun worri.... God will place sumone meant for u in near coming time, dun be rush into a r/s to washed away yr wound. :p Hope u will meet sumone worth your love for him/her.... :p



©Loving Hubby Terence Forever
Sunday, July 23, 2006
My incredible Cg member @ 7/23/2006 01:01:00 AM

Lol.... imagine my cg member took some artisitc photo and videos for me while we went to eat at city hall jus nw after my church... :p

After meal.... we chit chat den we played wiz my hp.... Proudly presented you the following pic...




Isn't is funni??? Shall be back for more of these in future.... :p



Btw... Do vote for me which one is the cutest???? Lol...... Thanks! :p




©Loving Hubby Terence Forever
A Delicate to my Love of My Life... Zuo Xin Dear @ 7/23/2006 12:43:00 AM

Hmm.... A surprise to tell... lol..... Guess wat is it? Hmm.... I gt a new Bf liao..... After what that idotic sky did.... i seemed to lose confidence in R/S. But it him who brighten up that ray of hope again.

Proudly presented hw my Dear look like..... Drumming............. Drumming........... Sound so nervous sia...... :p



Lol..... Tis is Him..... :p

His name is Zuo Xin... Lol..... We offically went steady on the day i started my school... Kekeke... on the 17th July 2006. He is working for National Art Council Of Singapore. Lol..... My Love of my Life Now.... lol......

Wanna Thanks my dear for being there for me all these while. If not for u i dunoe hw my life will be. At least i noe, from now on i will be laughing and smilling everyday. Thanks for the everyting u done for me. Your darling here will be brave to face any obstacles coming in my way. I noe u will be there to hold on and support me but sumtime i wan to be independent to be allow to solve matter on my own.... Hope you will not be angry... :p

My dear..... I Miz u alot..... Jus like u miz me also..... :p Together we will face life together frm now on...

Lastly to reply to wat my dear told me tis afternoon on my hp, I also Love you also.... :p




©Loving Hubby Terence Forever
Friday, July 21, 2006
Starting of New Course at School @ 7/21/2006 11:19:00 AM

Hmm.... So fast.. On 17th July i started my school liao..... Hmm..... Prepare myself to go school so i took leave on that day. Wake up ard 9 plus in the morning..... Focus on the clock, waiting for time to pass so i can go school. Finally it abt 3pm.... Get myself prepare in advance and wait for my mummy to return to return frm her work b4 i set off to school at Paya Lebar.

The journey took abt 1 1/2 hrs to travel frm Bt Panjang to Paya Lebar..... Oh Gosh! Luckily the mrt is not too packed on monday ard 5 plus. So i managed to catch a wink on board and all the way to Paya Lebar.....

Hmm.... abit panicking cos i tot my lesson started at ard 6.30pm. so i rushed like mad den onli to reach the sch to find out i m the earliest to reach and the class actually commence at ard 6.45pm.... Wahahaha...... So i waited and finally i was led into a class to wait. Lol.... imagine wat the lesson started at abt 7pm....

Hmm.... another funni tings...... you guess whw many students r there in my class? Lol..... well in fact it abt 2 students in my class.Yes! it onli me and another Student in the class. Hmm.... That mean i have to be guai guai in class. cant reali play wiz sms my normal habit. Den my eyes gt to be gule on lecturer or on whiteboard. Lol..... Alot of note taking to take down and mind u... my 1st lesson alreadi told us exam for tis modules will be on 9th Octber 2006. Super stress.....
Cos i gt to work hard to score distinction for my exam... i believe i can one. :p

Hmm..... Times passed reali fast on mon and wed class..... Cant believe it when the lecturer ended the class. Lol..... Gt to work hard nw to upgrade myself for a better future. :p



©Loving Hubby Terence Forever
My Latest Hp @ 7/21/2006 10:48:00 AM



Hmm..... Due to a seaon of ago.... i lost my Nokia 7360...... Me so sad..... That is my father who brought it for me and it onli follows me onli abt 4ths mths den i lost it..... Heart reali down. But thanks to dad, he nv scold me much. he jus want me to be careful in the future. Lol..... Proudly present to you my new hp..... Hmm.... The glory get higher and higher cos nw i gt a hp that had 3G features and it when u take pic it veri nice and it is 2 mega pixel.... Lol..... Thee shall protect my tis new hp no matter wat happen. :p



©Loving Hubby Terence Forever
Monday, July 17, 2006
More Pics AT Danga Bay @ 7/17/2006 02:45:00 PM

The Ship is nice......
The Open Space..... The Ice Cream Shop......The Pub That played Nice Songs.....

The Tram that move ard Danga Bay....

One of the machine i played in Danga Bay....


My Gifts of the Day.....



©Loving Hubby Terence Forever
MY Trip to JB Danga Bay @ 7/17/2006 12:42:00 PM

Shld say tis time trip to Jb is veri fun and relaxing...... But my stupid ex keeping calling my hp..... Nw i learn sumting smart that is to Dun Answer His Call..... I need not to be bothered ani more by his unreasonable Behaviours ani more..... :p Nvm ani way my tis blog is not abt him....


Should you see the above pic is taken at the Meldrum Hotel's room... Unfortuantely the room dun have a veri good view. Lol..... But i do can see the malaysia custom which make it easier for me to return to Spore in case any ting happen. Lol....... The Bed is a Queen Sized Bed...... Overall shld say that the room is veri nicely done..... Lol....... Nice rite? Make you wan to slp..... :p At ard 7pm..... we went out to the nearby street food stall where they sell different type of food. I ate the BBQ Sting Ray and BBQ Sotong wiz rice for dinner. Guess wat???? It so cheap loh..... It onli cost RM$15.30 per person. That mean it onli abt $6 plus when we converted to spore money. After that, we went to Danga Bay. It about 12 - 15 mins ride frm the hotel to Danga Bay.

Lol..... Wow! it a veri nice place to be in...... Cos you can directly see the sea loh.....:p Lol..... I walk round the place. There is Open space Sort of like kopitiam..... lol so big.....

We walked thru tis place den i saw tis stall doing the name crafting. So i also do mine. Hmm... at 1st i din noe wat pattern to crave so my frenz helped me to choose and it suit my liking so we decided to go forth for it..... it turned out perfectly ok loh.... :p will upload the pic next time to let you see.

Hmm.... Next we went to the bay to sit down to listen to music.... while listening to music, there tis nice ship passing by so immediately take it. Den my frenz and i also take turn to take pic wiz the Danga Bay Ship.

Well..... will be back to update more.....




©Loving Hubby Terence Forever
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Tarot Reading Part 2 @ 7/12/2006 12:44:00 PM

The 4th card: What is going for you ( The Hanged Man)

With patience this passive time, this time of feeling in limbo and indecision, will pass. You will know what decision to make,what or who to let go and how to move on. Whatever self- sacrifice you have to make you will feel like a better and stronger person for it.

The 5th card: What is going against you ( The Magician)

Someone, most likely male, isn't quite what they seem. Trickery and deception disguised as charm and friendliness, so be sure that this person really does have your best interest at heart. If someone who u feel wary of is presenting you an business opportunity, be cautious and trust with your own instincts.


The 6th card: Outcome ( Death )

This is a transformational time for you. However turbulent or perhaps distressing some of the events in my life may be, ending always leave room for branding new beginnings. This is a fresh start in life for you, embrace it and live everyday as though it your last, life is for living.

What a profounding explaination it had on me..... Lol...... :p




©Loving Hubby Terence Forever
My Tarot Reading @ 7/12/2006 11:48:00 AM

Hmm.... Was doing my paperworks until my eyes tired so decided to go online to play tarot cards. Hmm..... I gt the following result for my Qns. Be it... it true..... lol.... Reali open up my heart for it.

The following Cards are the ans to my Qns: ' When Can I Met My True Love?'



The 1st card: How You Feel About Yourself Now (The Star)

You feel there is hope, or if u don't, have faith - a tranquil period is immient. If you have been ill, suffered bereavement or disappointment in love, take heart, good fortune is on its way. New horizon are indicated and you will feel a zest for life. This is your wish card - if consider a new love affair, a new job or career, or travel, then go for it. You may also recieve a gift or gifts.

The 2nd card: What you most want at this moment ( The Lover)

This card suggest Elaine,, that what you want most at this time is to know what choice to make- carry on as you are or take a risk? This risk offers excitement and changes and staying as you are.... Well you know what that has to offer. Dare to love, dare to live?

The 3rd card: Your Fears ( The Moon)

Lies and insecurity are likely to be prominent in your life at this moment, you are afraid of being deceived and feel you r being misled. Trust your instincts and let them guide you away from those who might seem charming but are only out for their own gains. Your turbulent emotions are muddying the waters - step back and try to find clarity of mind, although this may seem difficult. The moon does help to illuminate the way and don't worry, it will turn out alritght in the end.

Back on next entries to tell you more...... so stay tuned! :P




©Loving Hubby Terence Forever
My Little Thought @ 7/12/2006 08:43:00 AM

Hmm..... Since the last time i log in.... Hmmm... a lot of tings happened within these few mths. I realised i m not as cheerful as b4..... My emotional takes over me. Nw i wil cry even the smallest tings happen to me now. Like i lost my hp and r/s not going on well.... :..( Well... Now i become a Cry Baby....

My Ex bf and i go thru so 'big' issue and it tasked out to me if i wan to find another bf in the future, i nd to consult the ppl ard me and not jus to plunge in the r/s so soon. This time round, under the threatens of my ex make me realised..... Being a man can be quite scary sometime, one moment he can treat you veri nice.... the next moment, he can turn his face on you and make you afraid of him.... The 'fight' Tings happened & dragged for abt two mths.......Jus yesterday...... every ting turned out fine and my ex finally realised his folly way. In wat sense??? Cos when he lose his job den he finally realised hw silly he is being all these while. M i suppose to forgive him??? MAybe or maybe not???? I dun have the ans.... Being a soft hearted gal..... i dun have the courage to tell him i wan stay as frenz forever not any things more den that.... Well.... din wish to hurt him also....

But do i find the peace after all these issues settled? I din noe.... i seemed to lose my confidence in r/s. Jus yesterday nite..... i cried myself to slp..... I jus felt all these while the feeling bottling up in my heart finall y can be released and tears started to stream down w/o stopping...... I also admitted i make my CG Leader so disappointed wiz me..... While confessing to him...... He din like b4 started to lecture me but whatever i ans he will throw the Qns back at me to make me tink it thru wat is it that had happened. I m luckily to have such a CG Leader to be there for me. I also wanna thank Andy for helping me out for these few days.... Jus wanna said i m sorry to them for bring troubles to them. Well..... I had learnt my lesson in the hardest way nw.

Wat going to happened in th future ..... no one will noe but rite nw wat can i concentrated is i place all my hope in christ and My Biz Study.... :p

Wanna use this blog to tell my 2 kors, Terence and Freddy.... Thanks for standing by my side to support, hold on to me and pull me along when i m abt to fall. I m glad i gt you 2 by myside always there to cheer me up when tings r not going well in my life. Also thanks to my surrounding frenz like Richard, Danny, Clifford and etc..... for going thru these period of tough time wiz me.

Not forgetting my colleauges, Sikin and Taibah for able to use their ears to listen to my long complaining stories.. Lol... W/o u all..... i wun be able to be strong and stand in front of all of you again... Thanks..... ;p

i shall always remember when i m down and out, in my darkest hour.......
" Behind every dark clouds, the sun will be still shinning brightly for me. "

Thanks Lords for letting me overcome everyting so far. Amen!



©Loving Hubby Terence Forever
Monday, July 03, 2006
I REALI DUNOE WAT TO DO @ 7/03/2006 10:51:00 PM

I reali dunoe wat can i do to gain his forgiveness. I m at my wit end. IT like i lose one frenz suddenly. I m Crying nw. i dunoe wat to do. Can't reali slp cos it like i reali lose his frenzship for good.



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So Sorri to Him @ 7/03/2006 10:36:00 PM

Hmm... i noe he will be reading tis post. Haiz.... Guess i make him too angry to speak to me. I m reali so sad. I reali dun mean to put him on aeroplane. I cry also... Due to my own carelessness, i dropped my hp in Cab. By the time i realised it too late. my Hp can nv retrive back. i lose all my conatct number as well. To HIm who will be seeing tis Blog..... I M SO SO SO SORRI. PLS FORGIVE ME!



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