Hmm.... Happy and relaxed is what i can describe myself nw.
Jus now have a chat wiz him... Hmm.... Mixed feeling??? I dunoe
Slowly to let him go, trying not to sms him or cal him too much....
Once again..... Cry when toking to him half way.... Making him veri worried for me.
what happened to the old Elaine?
He almost want rush down to comfort me but wat the use???
Found out sumting that i m not meant to noe..... Do i lost my sense of judge against ppl?
What happened to me?
I noe there is sumone out there waiting for me but i cant seemed to accept him no matter wat...
Y is it so?
Is it bcos i still have him in my heart ma?
Wat is love?
Y it hurt so much when u try to ignore the pain?
Our R/s become so complicated that i dun even noe what status r we now?
Crying have been my comfort these few nite for me.
Hmm.... So lost now.. :(
Never been like this before.
What m i trying to gain from all these ?
I DUNOE
